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• cocoa butter & apple cores
{xx} this is the story of a girl



I've tried my best to let go of you, but I don't want to
Sunday, 11 March 2007
last written on: 4:30 pm ♥


It's like he has an alter ego. Sometimes I see a caring, thoughtful, lovable person, and most other times I see someone who's an insensitive jerk who steps all over my feelings like they don't matter. Just because I don't verbalize things doesn't mean I don't feel them, and take them to heart. Or if I do, he'll take it as I'm trying to "control" him.

How hard it is to keep two hours free for me on that day? TWO hours? Apparently very hard, because when I ask, I'm met with something along the lines of "Eh. Depends on what comes up" aka I'm not sure what I'm doing, if nothing turns up I'll hang with you. But if my friends want to do something yeah, sorry, can't make it, because they come first.

And now I'm here again, crying over someone who doesn't give a damn.

Writing this out makes me wonder, yet again, what the hell am I doing here.





But I still love him.
*sighs*








she is

My name is cc
I love op shopping, travelling and LV.

If you're curious, the name Cocoa Butter and Apple Cores came about while reminiscing of Year 10 maths class, courtesy of HaeYeon.


wishlist

To graduate on time.
To tour Europe, especially Switzerland, Germany, and Ireland.
Jumbo cream Chanel classic flap in lambskin with gold hardware.

:)


"Can I have a hard fuck?"
"No sorry, we have no hard fucks."
"Oh. (Pause) Sorry, I meant a quick fuck."

He says, "I have so many pimples!
It's like having many lactating breasts
all over my face!"

Girlfriend's foot is touching his leg.
(whispering) "CC she's kicking me!"
"What?"
"Help, will you protect me? I can't,
I don't have a leg condom!"
(mimes putting leg into a condom)

"Hey, you okay?"
(In a drunken stupor) "Mmmpologohbuloo."
(Me playing along) "Babolugamawoo?"
"NO MAN, pffmompoohl!"

He says, "WOMEN!
They always think they're right!
Especially my GPS girlfriend
She's always telling me what to do!"

detour to

Alan
Elan
Jackson
Lan
Tash
Thy
Trinh
Yuna

happy snaps

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